Honest to G-d, I could give you all a novel of reasons why I’ve been effectively inactive on SKC for practically the last two months, and at this point, I’m afraid it’s going to all come across as excuses. It sounds selfish in my own ears after taking on this blog and this position and mastering it for two years and then letting it fall flat, but here it goes.
I have a life that has evolved past my preoccupation with StarKid. As I may have mentioned before, I’m in a sorority, and well… we’re in a rough patch right now that’s taking a lot out of all of us. I’m also currently in the heart of my creative writing major, which has inspired me to put a good amount of focus into my literary blog which I’m using to apply for a scholarship. On top of those main events is a smattering of personal ordeals on which I’d rather not go into detail, and I’m just going to trust that you all can understand where I’m coming from on that.
What makes me feel awful is that I haven’t held up my end around SKC. I haven’t held to my word on looking for new admins to help out and eventually take over. I haven’t been logging on frequently enough to even see if there are new messages. I haven’t communicated, and that’s not fair to all of you.
So this is me, not even trying to “be strong” for the fandom anymore. This is me asking if any of you even want this page to continue, because honestly, without a helping hand, I don’t think it’s going to. I’m aware that there are other StarKid confessions pages, and hopefully you guys have been able to get your confessions posted through those in my absence, but I came into this blog from a group of fans who made me believe in it, and I just don’t have the heart to see that fall to pieces.
If you are so inclined, please drop a message in the ask with any thoughts, questions, comments, suggestions, interests, or concerns. Any feedback would be much appreciated.
I sound like a broken record, but here it goes:
Apologies for the total lack of activity. Today was my first day of classes at uni and the two weeks preceding were dedicated in their entirety towards my sorority recruitment process, which was draining to say the least.
So tomorrow, my friends, marks an important day: Brian Holden’s birthday, my foray into what will probably be the G-dhonest most busy semester of my college career, and when I will be accepting interest in moderator positions for this page. I’ve been telling myself for a long time that I can handle this on my own, but when it boils down to it, it’s completely unfair for you all to have to wait for your confessions to go up few and far, far between.
Please consider the following before inquiring after a potential position: your concept of time management, how dedicated you would be to this page and seeing it continued, your own knowledge pertaining to the StarKid fandom, your ability to make quality and clean-looking graphics (via picmonkey website/photoshop/etc), and the amount of professionalism you possess in order to handle situations with a sense of delicacy, respect, and authority.
I know that the people capable of taking part in this wonderful endeavor are here in this fandom. I need your help. Thank you for your time, your dedication, your undying (or maybe begrudging) patience, but most of all, your love for StarKid.
There is still much to be done.